God has blessed me so much And I am not going to let people or groups of people shut me up from telling what he has done for me and what he can do for them.If I am ashamed of him he will be ashamed of me and know me not.
When I was married to my second husband he was an atheist and I was the type of person that recognized there was a God ,but I sure couldn't show or express any thing about him as I did not want the rejection or be made fun of.For this reason I felt justified in not telling Bob about God.He knew the bible and I figured God would take care of him and besides he was such a good and wonderful person ,he acted and lived better than most Christians I knew..After being married 26 years Bob died of an abdominal aneurysm,he bled to death with in seconds not enough time to repent .I have dreams at times of him crying out in hell because I did not tell him about God & I see him hurting.
That is part of the reason I will not let anyone stop me from telling people about God and,what he has done for me.He has delivered me from 4 packs of cigarettes a day,over half a case pack of beer a day ,drugs ,promiscuity & depression. But the most important thing he's taught me is how to love and forgive.I can show emotion with out worrying that someone will know I am hurting.
I still have problems but I know now to worship & praise my way through them.I have even really been finding joy and not the way I thought I would get it.I thought if I kept praising & worshiping God I would get it.So I waited & P & W.Then I started telling people about me,where I came from ,who I am what god has done for me & how he set me free & he can & will do it for them to & now I keep getting such a joy that just bubbles the more I tell people.when I think about it I guess that is a way of praising and worshiping isn't it.
So I can praise God for setting me free and I love him so much and I intend to carry this message to all who will listen to me and even those who will not.
If you go to my web site ,you will find my story and in my guest book you can sign and view peoples opinion of how they realize it was God who did the work and healing in me.You will also find so much more on that site.So go and sign if you have not yet and be blessed!
